Neil there is no cure for the pain losing you has left in my heart, there’s a void no one can fill. I can’t contemplate never hearing your voice or seeing your smile ever again. No more 6am phone calls on your way to the gym or FaceTimes at stupid o’clock cause you’re bored not thinking of time differences. 

You drove me mad at times, and I’d be worried to death when you’d send me photos hanging off a wind turbine wearing a spider man mask, but you were and always will be my most precious baby Neil my youngest son, always there with an ‘alreet Ma’ and a cuddle, never too big for a kiss. 

I’m going to miss you so much son, and it’s made me so proud to call you my son having read the messages on your Facebook memorial page and seeing the impact you’ve left on others, your selfless acts of kindness and generosity went much further than just your family. You’d do things and expect nothing back. 

Rest In Peace Neil till we meet again ❤️ 

‘Lost of Love’ Mam